I Want 'em BIG!

It's not what you think. I'm talking about muscles. I think I'm a “skinny-fat” now. Someone whom I worked out with years ago said that and it makes sense. I lost all the weight but now I want big arms and muscles. Not like a body builder but definition.

How much more walking and running can I really do, right? I need MUSCLE! Weightlifting. That's next on my list. Ashley, the weightlifter. Kinda has a ring to it. I like the lingo. No more skinny-fat. Just the skinny. Erase the "fat" altogether. Where are the dumbbells and the bench? This girl is going to lift until her heart’s content. I may not me able to raise my arms but that's ok. I remember when I couldn't walk up the stairs from running or even walking. This too shall pass.

When I raise my arms I want that jiggly stuff to stop jiggling. We all know what I'm talking about. I worked this hard to lose it all now I'm going to define it. Hey, guess what??? I'm now wearing a BIKINI! No more granny suits, this PAWNCHICK, struts a BIKINI! Yes, I'm writing in capital letters and damn proud of it too!!

Have a great week everyone, I'm off to the gym to lift some 10lb dumbbells!