New Year and New ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sick of it, hate it, over it. Yes, you guessed it…my weight. There is not a day that goes by where someone doesn’t come in and say, “Wow! You look so much heavier on TV.” Or, “You look a lot thinner in person.” Shit! You’re better off telling me that I look like a fucking cow! Seriously people, I get your point. Well, 2015 is a new year and a NEW ME! I am grabbing my fat at my waist and telling you that I’ve had it.

Have you ever woken up and realized that you were going to change your life? Change your life for the better? Realize that you don’t want to drop dead of a heart attack? Live for my kids and family. Put down that second serving of food and realize that every time I look in the mirror I am looking at an overweight girl. Yes. I admit it. It is like a 12-step program. Ashley, back away from the food, one step at a time. I have done this before and I will do it again!

So many things I won’t miss, like doing lunges across my house to put on jeans (come on ladies, you know you all do this) and then jumping up and down to button them. These are fat people problems that I wish I was lying about, but I am not.

I admit it; now I am conquering it! 2014 was the year of denial but watch out 2015 because this is the year of ME!

Ashley Gold